:(

it seems like starve for 3 days just for one huge massive failure to follow. I don't know what to do with my self. I USED to think i was hefty at 125, but i wish i was that weight now. And when i was 113 i was mortified because i thought i was only 100... :(

Today I am fasting. I might tomorrow too. I don't know. I don't know anything right now except im not eating today. I said alot of prayers to get me through this day of fasting. I already went to the gym today and now i'm going to take a hike + fish with the family.

I'll check back later