k buds.

this is what went down the past 2 days:

i had a little break down and basically repetitively thought "i'm so done with this ana crap. starving then over eating starving then over eating." but then i realized that anorexia doesn't make me do that, i do that. :/

anyway i'm going to the gym in a while when my dad gets home, and im having the first food i had all day (its 3:14pm), a low fat chicken sandwich. i think i might try a raw foods diet. I gotta do some research. i think i saw a show about this guy who switched over to raw foods and in a week or 2 weeks he lost 20 lbs :OOO whaatt. Hell i'll try it. I'll try anything.

on another note: wow i can't believe i have 9 followers!!!!! lol. i've never had followers on any of my blogs. thanks guys

edit**** i didn't have a sandwich because my toast was rock hard. i ended up having some cold chicken on lettuce. it was filling actually. DEEEELIIISSHH

edit edit********* i burned probably 400 calories or more at the gym. more than 300 i know for sure. sausage and rice and some sort of veggie thats like spinach is for dinner. i can have some because i was good today :D.. but not alot. portion control portion control portion control